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Thursday, July 29, 2010
2:30 AM
Hate.
I hate myself. I really, really hate myself, more than I hate anybody else. This constant frustration building from my incompetence at everything I try, it tears me apart.
I would like to say sorry to everyone that I have worked with so far. I was a burden, and I will stay forever a burden to all those who I group up with to work. Take Nancy, Sandy, and Yvette for example, I worked with them for the science assignment. I thought that I could show off, be arrogant...I thought that I could do things that I, in reality, couldn't. I OVERESTIMATED myself by too much, so much that everything in my fantasy world turns into a false reality. Now, we're way behind, and I pulled crap at 11. Obviously they weren't too happy. I'm a fool, to think that I could fit in. Ever since year 4, I was ousted from groups, reason unknown. I hate myself for not being up to my own expectations. Failing other expectations. I HATE IT ALL. "I really hate you...so just disappear..."
sometimes we tried very hard to hide all of changes that happened to us
Sometimes, I pretend to be normal but it becomes so boring. Oh LOOK. A shiny person.
I am that awkward teenager who has the ability to fall UP stairs. Such a smart girl. Oh and did I also tell you I...LIKE COOKIES? No not really. But now...I really want something cold and sweet to drink. Cheers, man.*Throws a virtual cookie at you* AAA~ND FINISHED :D CAN YOU PLEASE COMMENT ON THE CBOX LOCATED UNDER THE 'SITE' BUTTON?! I STOPPED BLOGGING BECAUSE I THOUGHT NOBODY WAS READING IT D: (lol. Hardcore begging much :L) Name: Beverly (Preferably Kookie please :D) Age: 14 and growing ;) Birthday: 4th July (HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY TO YOU U.S. PEOPLE TOO :D) Location: Sydney (AND STAYING 8D) Interests: Kpop, dissing asian traits (don't get me wrong; i LOVE the asian way), music, awesome people :D If you're reading this please say 'HI!' And then we can be FRIENDS :D WEBCOUNTER :)
FORMSPRING MOI PLOX :)
Did I also tell you I HAVE FORMSPRING. If you leave it alone, it's going to DIE. Please don't let it die. Ask some questions plox :D http://www.formspring.me/Kookie263 |
